Soul VoyageSoul Voyage

This page preserves the original English source, its later elaboration, and two 2026 clarifications. It does not ask the reader to accept the ontological interpretation.Ta stran ohranja izvorni angleški zapis, poznejšo elaboracijo in dve pojasnili iz leta 2026. Bralca ne prosi, naj sprejme ontološko razlago.

Soul Voyage — original source

S O U L   V O Y A G E 
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You lie in your bed, peaceful
Awake, silent & waiting
Fragments of thoughts arising
You see them all, hidden beyond
Focused, decisive, peaceful
Waiting on nothing, free of it all
Thoughts, ideas, images, gone
You lie in your bed, energetic 
Awake, silent & waiting
Something starts happening
A voyage begins, it seems 
Time & Space vanish
Moving through dimensions 
Suddenly it all stops, world gone
Place unreal, mysterious, magical
You look, thoughtless, speachless
Awake, silent & amazed
Amazed beyond words
One feeling arises: 'wow'
It exists, it is real, I see It now
You become humbled by It
Totally overwhelmed, shocked
Mind filled with pure beauty
Heart filled with pure love 
Soul filled with pure consciousness
It's amazing, unbelievable 
Untouchable, unreachable
Something starts happening
Excitement & Energy increasing
It invites you, attracts you
It embraces you, takes you
It merges you with It
You become one with It
You see it clearly, see it all
You understand everything 
You become everything
Thoughtless, mindless, just love
It's incredible, indescribable
No words appear, just knowing
Still amazed, humbled, peaceful
It feels like eternity, complete
Beyond all beauty imaginable
Beyond all ideas existing 
Beyond consciousness itself
You lend in the land of Beingness 
Pure and Ultimate Beingness
Timeless, endless Beingness
You know, you know it all
No desires arise
No thoughts arise
No fears arise
You just are, one with It 
Feeling complete, fulfilled, joyful
It happened, you know It now
You are ready to return
To go home, back to your world
Back to your loved ones, family, friends
Voyage is concluded, but not finished
You become yourself again, ego appears
Separated individualized soul, unique
Something starts happening
Someone takes you, holds you
Realms pass, but then it stops
As if you are being observed
As if they are deciding
To let you though, or not 
It's dark, unclear
Awake, silent & waiting
Wondering what's happening
You are freed, they let you go
Voyage continues, realms pass
You lie in your bed, peaceful
Awake, silent & happy
Happy beyond words
Thoughts, ideas, images, arising
You let them freely rise
From fragments question forms
What to do with it now? 
You let it go, decide to do nothing
You keep it in, deep inside, for years
Why tell about it at all
None will believe you
Or they will tell you, 
it was just a dream
Or they will tell you, 
it was just your mind imagination 
None can accept unreal as real
That's normal, natural and fine 
So, you let it go, peacefully 
Memory remains, but years pass
And here we are, many years after
Story is finnaly being told
For worries are gone
Expectations are gone
Possibility is being presented
With just one intention, one alone
To keep an open mind & heart
That's it
Nothing else is needed
Just keep the doors open
Make the voyage possible
For whenever it happens
Sooner or later, now or then
Bon Voyage

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ElaborationElaboracija

ELABORATION of SOUL VOYAGE

When I was around 25 years old (now 55) I was constantly thinking about consciousness and wondered where will our evolution of species take us. How would humans look in millions of years if we keep advancing? 

I imagined that there must be, as I call it, Ultimate State of Beigness. 

If you ask yourself, what's the greatest power in whole existence, what would be your answer? 

To help you out, let me remind you of superheroes... consider all of them, all the powers we imagined such superheroes would be best to have. 

There is a power, greatest in whole existence (not just our Universe) and yet, sadly, no superhero has it. 

Which is it? 

Let me call it 'conscious love', for it is not just consciousness and it’s not just love. These two always come together, as two sides of the same coin. 

Imagine you could cast conscious love at anyone. Would that person/being still want to damage or destroy anything or anyone? With that power you could stop all who are hurting others. No more wars. No more hunger either, because we would selflessly help each other. With that power you could make everyone loving and joyful. With that power you could make heaven on Earth. 

Why is there no superhero like that? 

Do we humans underestimate power of love? And we rarely even ask ourselves what's consciousness. Do we really want to see superheroes movies where destructions and drama are key plots of stories? 

How many people are aware that consciousness is the most important 'thing' we have? Without it we are worse than being dead. Without it, from our perspective, we'd be as if we NEVER existed. 

So, how far can a being advance, what's that Ultimate State to Be? 

I called for that answer for many years. I imagined what it might be, but wanted to experience it for real, to make sure it exists. 

So, that's why I wouldn't say I was just lucky. Yes, sure, I was incredibly lucky, but not just lucky. I kind of worked for it to happen too, if I may say so. 

In my 'Soul Voyage' I wanted to put into the words how it feels when meeting Ultimate Beingness. 

And no, I didn't make it up, I could not. Can a candle pretend to be the Sun? Sure. But can the candle shine like the Sun? No. 

If I were to stand within Ultimate Beingness on my own, I'd be immediately consumed, destroyed, I would vanish from existence, I'd be annihilated. 

Similarly as if you throw a little candle into the Sun there would remain nothing of the candle. 

The only way, in my opinion anyway, to stay yourself in front of such immense beauty and power, such incredible depth of love and unlimited consciousness is, if It embraces you and protects you. The only way to experience It is, if It makes you one with It, while still keeping your individual soul intact. 

I am forever grateful for having this experience. And once is exactly enough. It could also happen I wouldn’t want to return back to my body, to Earth, so, one has to be ready to detach oneself from such Greatness, even before one meets It. 

I can now live in peace, without fear of death. There sure is fear or dying, because it can bring pain and suffering. I am just a normal human being, like everyone else is, I just lack desire to go beyond this physical life anymore. 

I am here to experience this planet, this nature, animals and people. 

I have NO spiritual desires anymore. I even feel kind or sorry for those who have them… Why? Because Ultimate Beingness awaits as all, we came out of it, and it’s a pity if anyone would want to make this life shorter, to go there sooner. 

Our relative experience is incredible one. Equally precious as Absolute experience within Ultimate Beingness. 

If I repeat my music example in regard to consciousness… in our relative existence we can experience music, in absolute existence music would appear as white noise, or better to say, it cannot exist, for there is no change, everything is already perfectly perfect. 

So, our relative, narrow and limited consciousness enables us to experience changes, which we perceive as time flowing. It enables us to have countless of different experiences, feelings and thoughts. 

In Absolute existence there is unlimited consciousness and unlimited love. Everything is at its best possible state of being. Thus noting can change, so time doesn’t exist. 

These two realms are totally different, yet equally unique and precious. 

They are not truly separated though. We, with our relative existence are existing within Absolute existence, which prevades us. 

I wrote more on this in my other post ‘ON LIFE', where I put this image 'Hierarchy of Life' up. 

2026 phenomenological clarificationFenomenološko pojasnilo 2026